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IMG_3823.jpgOur story is a story of love, struggle, heartache, and God’s redeeming grace and mercy. Looking back over the story of our life, there has been many important lessons and turning points to help us get to where we are now. But we know full well that without the Lord’s help, there is no way Janet and I would be together today and enjoying this wonderful marriage together.

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We often try to summarize our story by saying we were near divorce four times in our first nineteen years of marriage. Then one time a lady in one of our marriage classes ask the question, “when you say four times near divorce, what exactly does that mean?” And it was then that we started to realize that we have to be a little clearer about what four times near divorce means.

So what we are saying is this, there were four major events in our marriage where we were clearly on our way to divorce. Although each event was unique in its own way they all had a few things in common.

1) To start with, each time it was Janet who reached an end of putting up with the marriage we were struggling with and she made up her mind that she wanted a divorce. Our marriage was difficult right from the start. We were often struggling financially and the pressures of just trying to work and pay bills would often become more than we could bear, specially for me.

Then as our children got older we were often at odds with each other over the way we were raising them. We were both stubborn and unskilled in how to communicate without yelling and losing our tempers. And after a while the hostility in our home become more than she could bear.

She never really wanted our marriage to end in divorce, but she was also determined not to stay miserable for the rest of her life the way she had seen her grandparents live.

2) Then each time before she actually reached her decision to end our marriage, someone new had already moved in to take my place. Each time she began to have an affair. She was never out to hunt for someone else. It was just what happened each time as she was hurting, lonely and vulnerable. And for the longest time, she struggled with a lot of issues from her childhood, including sexual abuse and abandonment.

All she knew was she wanted a better life, she wanted to feel safe. But the challenge for her was, she had been told by her dad many times, “you better find you a man to take care of you, your looks won’t last forever.” So it was ingrained in her thinking that she needed a man to make her feel safe and taken care of. So in her mind she couldn’t just leave our marriage without having someone else to take care of her.

3) And then somehow through my deep desire to be married for life, each time I would end up in a fight to save our marriage. Every time we went through one of these events, I learned some things about what not to do during our separation, especially including the way I handle the first time. Which was the time I gave up too soon and started having an affair also.

Then over the course of time and going through these events I learned how to fight for our marriage the way God wanted me to. I also learned some valuable lessons on how to truly love my wife the way Christ Loves the church. And I learned very valuable lesson about forgiveness, empathy, and hope.

Then as all of those lessons come together that fourth and final time, we began to see just how amazing God’s love and grace really is. Just when we thought we had reached the end of possibility, the Lord showed up and let us know there is nothing impossible for Him.

We had reached our end, after nineteen years of marriage and on the brink of divorce for the fourth time I reasoned to myself that there was no chance to put this marriage back together. But the one thing the Lord would not let me let go of was hope. Hope was what Janet had give up on, but as the Lord worked healing into her life, hope began to come alive again for her.

Then with nothing but prayer and hope we began a year and a half journey to rebuild our marriage. Unlike the first three times we came close to divorce, this time our marriage was built the way God had intended it to be all along.

We have now been married for more than thirty years and have been able to enjoy a good marriage. A marriage that keeps growing into what God had always wanted us to have. His design is for two people to come together and become one. The lessons we learn through the difficult process the Lord brought us through have become the foundation for everything we believe.

Now we are very humbled to be able to serve the Lord in such a way that we can help other couples follow the Lord on their own personal journey toward healing and oneness. It is our conviction that marriage is a very high priority in the sight of God and that even the most impossible situation can become possible with His help.

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  1. Terrie B. Wills says:

    I know the Lord is going to bless many marriages with healing through your testimony. I thank God for your honesty and your willingness to share yourselves. Go, Jack & Janet!!

  2. Skie says:

    Glory to the Lord. He gave you boldness and strength to share your lives with the world. We have hope in the lord amen. Thank you for sharing! Gods plans are just like himself, almighty!

  3. lbaruc says:

    I love your testimony of how the Lord restored your marriage. I am a witness because he did it in my marriage as well. You ministry is so need in this day. May God continue to bless you.

  4. Jeff says:

    Thanks for these words. My wife and I are going through a tough time right now. We both still love each other, but I haven’t been loving the way God intended and she’s lost hope. I am working and praying daily to be the way God has shown me to be.

    • jackandjanet says:

      Thanks for your comment Jeff. We will keep you and your wife in our prayers. We know the two of you must be hurting right now, but we are certain that if you work through this time, you will not regret it. This is the message we have committed our lives to. We believe so strongly that most marriages can be saved and become everything a couple wants it to be.
      God bless,

  5. Gordon Boggs says:

    Just saw your site on anothers page.
    My wife left in July and is with another man. We both are Christians and I am very sad for her and am praying God will heal her heart and save her and bring her home. Hope to learn more about your ministry

  6. jackandjanet says:

    Gordon, I’m sorry to hear about what your going through. I hope your wife does come back home and the two of you are able to let the Lord heal your marriage. Your in a difficult place and there is no promise that this will work out if you hang on. But I do agree and appreciate your commitment and resolve to hang on to your hope.
    I pray the Lord keeps you strong and encouraged,

  7. I know what God can do for a broken marriage. I have watch this remarkable change in the two of you. God is so good..”nothing is impossible for God..” I love you both, so proud ! Mom

  8. kaye says:

    Janet, Thank you for your kindness,your words of wisdom and just for listening….you are an amazing lady….I hope to better myself as you & Jack have soon, Love ya

  9. David Rivera says:

    It’s been five months,since my wife of 16 years left me and our 13 yr old daughter. Everyday I pray for a miracle. she’s about to move in with another man.,but I continue to pray,for me and my daughter,that my wife will come back home. Please for me and daughter and my wife.

  10. Wilma says:

    My husband has left and stopped communicating with me at all. He told me that he is getting a divorce. I keep on praying and the Lord continues to put hope in my heart. Please pray for me to have strength, courage, faith, and trust in the Lord. Please pray for my husband, that he allows God to meet him where he needs Him most. Please pray that I trust God’s will even if it is not what I want. I need a miracle! I do not want to lose my marriage. I still love my husband. Thank you.

  11. Shuka says:

    I reached a point when I truly felt alone and empty…trying so hard in marriage but husband seems uninterested lost even self esteem n had suicidal thoughts crossing my mind to escape the pain n rejection but wen I remember my son I hang in thea for I still believe deep down that God loves me


    Not sure what I need to say, except I need GOD. Not just for my marriage, but myself. My husband and I have been separated since June. He left (no other woman involved), we’ve tried to reconcile, it goes good for a few weeks, then we’re back to square one. He told me earlier in week he wants a divorce…… I’m not ready to give my marriage over to Satan, but I feel I’m losing a battle that I’m not worthy of winning.

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